It came to my attention that living as a human being truly comes from choosing a role and aligning your thoughts consistently until it becomes who you really are. Therefore, what struck me the most is the emotions beneath the behaviour that came as urgency, fear, doubt, scarcity, anticipation, hypervigilance, and choosing a subconscious reflex over consciously role-playing that comes from an alignment between who you really are and how you show up for yourselves.
Welcome back to your favorite subconscious besties’ articles about how to play a role that smells like your future destination by simply acting and behaving in a way that honors the real-self version of you through signaling your thoughts and emotions so much to the universe until it bounces back to you like a homing bird returning to the window it always knew was home.
When I choose the role from the philosophical side of me, I will always see myself inside my body, who’s choosing to always be inside that character as if I were in a consistent motion of acting inside my own movie. Every bit of thought and emotion that I absorb inside my body is in a way of making my body feel as familiar as it gets until it no longer resists but fully cooperates with the character, in a way of cherishing the alignment and love between my soul and the human part of me whose experience is life in this material world.
When you said a future or story that humans most likely love to create for themselves, the way to create your own storyline is through those thoughts and emotions that your character shines out through the universe so much until it becomes who you really are. It's through the way you want to tell your own story that you no longer feel like thinking but become normal for you to speak up, which is through continuously normalizing that inner alignment of future-casting yourself inside the life that you have until reality starts to bring that momentum back to your external eyes. It’s the only inner coherence of what you are doing through your intention in the beginning that you continuously plant inside your heart until it stays permanently in your body. Therefore, life will only meet where your awareness is. It’s through choosing between inward vs. outward that your mind consistently pays attention until you don’t need to think, but it becomes the way you live inside of your own. It’s like you start to take your life back by playing the role through giving a specific heartbeat to your own storyline through the way you live inside your life until it becomes a default role in your body that reality only mirrors back through your conscious mind. Also the Weekly Restoration Letters arrive like handwritten notes from a future version of you, gently guiding you back to the path you've been creating all along.
A little reminder of this sparkly pickle that you might want to hear: Someone that’s been inside of your body is never going to be permanent; in fact, it will always be continuously changing in a way that your thoughts and emotions determine the primary action itself until it becomes normal for you to behave in that certain specific way. I learned that most humans will likely be stimulated through emotions, pleasure, or suffering, whereas being able to experience more life than your mind couldn’t even imagine is through having more capacity inside your body in a way that all those things no longer become a compass for your direction but rather simply information that comes and goes through your body. More capacity means a stronger container, so you can experience more life without letting some specific chapter that smelled like “home” determine the whole universe inside of your body, rather than you simply creating each life through one role that can experience the whole thing without collapsing through some specific emotions and thoughts.
It’s the expansion of what your soul is ready to receive without immediately feeling guilty or fearful because of another different chapter that you are experiencing right now that your mind taught you how you need to show up for. It’s through an inner coherence of who you really are continuously, without choosing some specific role, but an alignment inside of your body through every moment, experience, and chapter that life shows you, and you stay insanely present as a gesture of you creating the script for yourself. The truth is, expansion rarely arrives loudly; rather, it is an eerie quiet, an inevitable knock in your heart that you just gently take as something obvious for you to do. It will always arrive like a soft voice that gently leads you, like moonlight finding the edges of a hidden path. Time no longer becomes your main source, but simply an illusion, and everything that you want to accomplish becomes visible internally, bringing internal motivation within in a way the material world looks normal for you to have. The everlasting internal source that will always evolve, which you consistently planted until it became a second heartbeat beneath your ribs. Cast your next chapter now, then return to it often enough that it no longer feels like a destination but a place you live from.
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The more life that smells like your future is simply created through a strong container inside your system until your future starts looking deliciously visible through your external eyes through a rinse-and-repeat of giving that pulse through the storyline that you choose to breathe in.
Your Subconscious Besties,
Liona
