Happy Sundayyyyy!!! I am back after a day off, spent my soul on the beach all day, and soaked up as much amazing sun as I could without any distractions… But anyway, that was one of the most memorable experiences that my soul needed. It really gets into my head and my little whimsical imagination. It got me wondering what my life would be like if I had a house near the beach one day and could go there whenever I wanted. I have a little puppy with me. haha, I am such a big dog lover…

This is a little video I took after the beach, in case your imagination feels like taking a barefoot stroll with mine :p

Here I am right now, back in the present of this life that I have now, and I have got better clarity of what is happening in my life right now that I want to share with you guys, who can help you recognise what you need to see and embody the deepest, raw soul inside of your body.

First, I’ll share this video that will give you more clarity.

So, this past year, it started at the end of 2024, when I became so invested in “manifestation”… I was really taken by this manifestation journey, which became a whole new level. I took myself for a long walk every morning with that AirPod on and listened to Neville Goddard about using your “imagination” and soaking in that feeling of you already having that thing every day. I started reading a lot of “self-improvement” books, and just continue living my life… The funny thing was my motivation that time was solely simply to get out from that “life” that I used to have, which right now I can tell was just simply “survival” changing to “safety”…. But it was such a hell of a journey, because not only did it really reveal what I needed to let go of, but it also really showed me how much “courage” I need to step in, to let my awareness be able to move forward.

What I did all these years was simply to find what this “manifestation” means… Is this going to lead me to “something” that will blow my mind, or all those “fireworks” within me that will finally be revealed …? I can 1000% tell by now it is more about the level of “perspective or lenses” that you can create using your thoughts and emotions consistently that lead you to that “new” version of yours to arrive safely inside of you. It is always there! inside you, has been waiting for you to release them… The point was just more about which lenses you want to take your life from… Is it through suffering, doubt, fear, that will help you to create that storyline of what you’ve wanted, or joy, creativity, safety that can shape you to where you wanted to be…

I thought for a second, “This should be worth celebrating." Absolutely not! It was just about you picking something that makes you feel alive… For example, I used to think that when I have this “rich” partner who has his own yacht, I will feel “great”, or when I get into “Forbes under 30”, that will make me feel “amazing”… The key is to “normalize” that feeling as if you already have “that”. Because when you “normalize” it, all those things will solely become “normal”. It is normal to have and normal to receive because it is. It is simply all about your thoughts and emotions that you put in that will create that narrative storyline of your own life. It is about how big a capacity your awareness can hold on to in every situation that you have had, and you are still able to stay intact with what you believe is true about who you truly are, and you don’t get distracted into a whole new, different identity that you might accidentally create within you.

Here is the key I want you to realise about how this world works:

This world is simply a PDF of your thoughts and emotions that you create every single day consistently, that you put into your mind, that shape you into who you are now. Anything in this world was simply created using the thoughts and emotions of that human consistently, which materialised into their own existence and somehow became “meaningful” because just simply the most human in this world said, "Yes, that is meaningful,” or "Yes, that is great." Other than that, everything is just a simple neutral existence that humans just experience on their own.

That 2024 journey I had was able to give me these “thoughts” naturally, which were able to be spoken through this writing because the mind had already metabolised that belief into my system, which helped me to create this explanation through this writing. The key here is not about a vision board or words of affirmation… It is about the “embodiment” of that feeling of what you believe is true. And sooner or later, the reality will keep giving me the receipt of what I truly believe is normal for me to have.

The key here is you practise being the new you so often that your system starts stamping it as "official", and your awareness stops mistaking old ghosts for current residents. To be able to metabolise what is happening through you rather than nagging at it using those beautiful thoughts and emotions of yours.

These past weeks, I recognised that memories that I used to experience tried to catch my attention back, but the funny thing was, it is because there is a huge gap within me right now, and what it was, I can gain more evidence of those thoughts and emotions, which are the only gateway to create the story of who you truly are. And this is what is even funnier to remember now: I once remembered all these feelings, but I didn’t recognize this because I was so busy entertaining different storylines of what I believed was true of me to experience for a while… But here I am back with extra evidence that reality is solely a structural life of your imagination inside your mind every single day.

So, I hope this is able to reopen your imagination gate and bring that “thing” that you believe is true to the external existence of your eyes.

Your Subconscious Bestie,

Liona