Hello again from the corner of the internet of this world that's been wanting to get that reassurance flow going because it simply just feels nice. A little bit of a life update about my situation: everything is going perfectly great; in fact, it’s so good that my system tries to lure me back sometimes into that unnecessary “pain”, because she said: “Why the hell not add a little bit of spice back into your life? Don’t you get bored?”
But I have to keep remembering that I passed that timeline way long ago, yet my body, as my truly loyal soldier that I could imagine, still reacts the way it does just because of that illusory muscle memory of what she used to constantly put herself through. And the only way to do that is by trusting that inner feeling that inevitably lives inside your heart to keep your awareness recognised as “moving forward” to your desire that you’ve been envisioning inside your heart.
Starting this year, I felt like the reality I lived in had been taking a horrendous note of what I would like to experience, a moment, or a situation that my system saw as normal already, which made me feel like we are simply living in this world based on how we see ourselves. It’s like every movement we do is coming from a place of that identity that you’ve been putting yourself into. Everything that is happening is literally just as simple as what you constantly act from. This made me gain more evidence that manifestation is about how consistently you are living as someone who is already living in that “desired timeline”. It’s like how you lure that future of what you want into the blink of your eyes by just acting in a way that you are that future self who uses your thoughts + emotions consistently on how you want to create that storyline.
Everything that is happening to you is how you genuinely see yourself, except the fact that you choose to ignore that and keep dwelling on that situation that you have. You choose to ignore the situation and find another reason to back up your identity because you might feel, "This is enough for me” or “I don’t think I deserve that,” or “What if there is nothing left for me to have = scarcity mindset", or perhaps you’ve grown up in survival mode for most of your entire life. It’s like the feeling of even though you are already living in an expensive mansion, yet every night you still feel worried that something inside of you will collapse. Or when you're able to fly in first class every time, yet you're still scared that your business will go bankrupt? YEP… That’s because of how you’ve been entertained by fear or doubt feelings most of the time; those are the only things that keep you alive.
So to fix that, you simply need to change the way you see yourself consistently. You want to let safety become your baseline and simply not let pain be the symbol of how you survive. The only expansion you want to allow to happen inside your life is by letting safety stay in your driver's seat persistently. When you can hold safety long enough, you create more capacity so that everything you desire will arrive without you self-sabotaging it. Safety happens when your thoughts, emotions, and actions become so aligned that life doesn’t negotiate with you but rather becomes your lifestyle sponsor of what your system can handle. The more you can hold that “nothing is happening” as safe without you questioning, “Something’s wrong", the more the integration happens, a.k.a. You're letting your nervous system recalibrate. That’s where everything got rearranged behind the scenes. You keep letting your nervous system recalibrate; that’s where what people call “miracle” or “lucky” types of things happen. Not because that’s actually the case, but rather because the system has already categorised that as a normal moment to experience. Safety is the only way to let expansion happen constantly without collapsing by letting your mind create that meaning-making situation. Safety is when you can stay inside your body the whole time, regardless of what is happening in your life now.
The important note is about how you want to change your internal architecture to be something that you can rely on. What that means is you can have a longer list of what internal belief assumptions you consistently choose to believe in. It’s like creating a new, fresh template about what lists will make you feel some way, how much money you want to see as a normal thing to have without thinking about it, or a career that will make you able to move forward to a new direction in life because it comes from a place where you truly enjoyed what you did.
To be exactly on the timeline you’ve wanted, the first step is to feel it in your heart. When you can feel that feeling, that desire is already yours. You have to use your imagination for what life will look like when you're living in that aligned reality of what you choose to entertain. Anyway, I created this free Desire Timeline Starter Kit where you are able to start rewiring your subconscious, find exactly what that internal limited belief was that’s been stopping you the whole time, and start to move forward from it. Everything will be in this link, and you can absolutely grab it for free.
Living in your inevitable chapter is never about how smart you are, the outcome you achieve, the money you earn, or the title you have. It really is just about how well you can hold every situation that is happening to you without you collapsing, rather than you keep moving forward because you have the capacity to hold that bigger fish to fry. What’s stopping you is literally your own fear or insecurity about that false illusion of past experiences that you think was a permanent stain that’s been living inside of you. So, stop underestimating yourself and start living like someone who already has that room set under your name. The more you inhabit that way, the timeline will IMMEDIATELY collapse to the chapter with your fingerprints on it. Keep reminding yourself that every movement that you do will always be in that continuous forward cycle of life that you want to experience, and when you keep living in that timeline that hums your name, it eventually becomes normal until you stop thinking of how you need to act and start breathing inside of it. And that’s where you know she/he has arrived :)
So, start living in that the furnished future of what you’ve once imagined by not letting life tell you what to do /wink/
Your Subconscious Bestie,
Liona
