A Wednesday, fresh blowout, minimal makeup, pink activewear, and a glow matcha.
Ah, what a beautiful morning to start the day right. It’s giving a little boujee gift that I gave myself with... 💅
Taught myself this morning: what can I do to bring my future self a good sense of familiarity, ordinary day-to-day outcomes that feel like a welcome home party, and mindfulness practices that feel like “it’s me, I am me,” the quality choice of action and thoughts that I can give myself from the minute I wake up till the day ends?
So many different options; it can be this and that; however…
What I’ve wanted to say today: with the endless options of action we can take for ourselves, the intention beneath the action itself is the foundation for bringing about the outcomes of what you want to have.
Is it coming from a place of giving yourself this type of special love and care for your nervous system, or is it from a script that your body has been feeling so damn familiar that it becomes the only thing you prefer to continuously moving forward?
I get that: with a gap that has so much time to fill, getting out of your comfort zone can feel like something your body tried to stop you from doing.
But, in this specific series of episodes, I want to introduce you. This curated, intentional article will immediately wash over your fear and doubt, and your mind will be released.
So stay with me, and listen to this video:
I’ve noticed in this world that will always forever be evolving so rapidly in the most inaccurate way possible; what’s left is just the same thing about us. Human. Specifically the nature of the human itself.
A nature of humans that you can either use it for your advantages or give to the world’s algorithm type of rules. I thought to myself, “How my life will look for the next 2 years.” With this AI, technology, and the digital world hanging around everywhere, that might brainwash the mind without you realizing…
Until you no longer know what you want, life brings a sense of pleasure that you expect, a dream that has become something that is far ahead.
It puts you into your own jail of cages through playing small, or else I might lose this opportunity, a rigid structure living that doesn’t have your own taste or flavor of color inside of it, constant conversations of reassurance that you needed to have everyday…
It becomes an external world’s addiction that the nervous system needs to have daily, or my life will be collapsed. The type of bigger muscles from the repetition of reaching and looking that become your habits.
It puts you into this cycle of motion of what am I even doing with my life, a pain that you are still allowing yourself, a daily problem that you let your mind to be chewed on, a next step that you should always think ahead of…
Until one day you’ll realize this doesn’t work out for me anymore. Might put yourself to move to a new city, self-growth era, inner healing, all of that… Done and dusted for quite some time, and you still found yourselves not fully being satisfied with the life that you have…
Well, you guys…
Let me tell you something… A life that sounds like a good structure from outside but is internally empty will make you feel like you’ve been just living under another’s shoes.
It means what you’ve been doing is not coming from a place of who you are but this world’s rules or label that the mind still remembered how it used to be
Living your own life means, to the deepest of your heart, the layer of once keeping you “moving” needed to be acknowledged, understand that this is the impermanent role that you’ve been used to, and know when to let that go completely.
To fully live your life, you can’t use 2 characters at the same time inside your body, but one specific character through giving specific evidence that is only from this character until the inner universe will naturally be filled in with a different type of experience that is only from this role that you’ve eager to become a permanent stack under your name.
So, here’s the thing: this body of yours is just a body, not a true you. This body exists only to give a place for “the present-you” to be able to experience whatever you are currently doing with your life.
It means a role + the type of thoughts and emotions that you’ve infused this role with + action = alignment.
You want to rebirth a completely new life, so the only action you choose is from a decision that is coming from a role with this different, completely narrative story that you’ve infused yourself daily.
If I would say “delulu” is the right word, so be it. That means you create your own narrative story about who you are in your own mind while you are doing the repetitive action of what you’ve been focusing on. The action and repetition that sounds like your future goals. To create a life that sounds like a new character avatar, meant to start doing this delulu’s story right now. Here’s a fun article on how I get to experience the life that’s giving, like my dream life now:
How to Bring Your Future To Your Life
If there is one thing that may be constantly on your mind, it is the type of contemplation about how to improve the quality of life that I had, but at the same time, you might find yourselves in the state of “I’ve got something that needs to be paid attention to more right now, a.k.a. busy.”
To bring your future to become so visibly possible with the role that you’ve currently played on meant the only action of your behavior itself should only come from a place of your own perspective.
Your types of right and wrong, return and expand, engage and withdraw, participation that feels like a place where I belong… You played around with this by actively staying inside a role that only will do a specific type of lifestyle of the inner and outer connection in between.
When you start to notice the mind’s thought that doesn’t feel like who you are, invite your most ignorant beauty personality of yours and immediately get back to who you are. The present moment. What is happening right now? The inner character that feels like you the most.
From that place, your nervous system will eventually integrate naturally into another next identity by itself. It’s a repetition neuroscience thing that I’ve wanted you to understand this.
It’s not through some magical woo-woo, spiritual, or visualization that the internet might make you think; it’s the self-identity of your own perception and repetition until it becomes just your normal basis for day-to-day life.
It’s by giving your mind a new narrative sense of life by not giving a constant meaning and reaction so damn quick without knowing what’s actually happened, what you internally feel before you choose to respond, and by only showing up from a place of who you are.
So, having this ability to recognize your normal way of thinking, action, and decision, you are making the life that you want become yours completely. By spontaneously doing it from a place of bravery, it is the only action that matters. A step of courage is becoming a new neuroscience pattern of what life can surprise you with. By giving evidence that is coming from the most uncomfortable act and situation that your body needs to have, you will immediately integrate yourself into a new timeline that feels like who you are now. The thank god I did that is the only thing you need to overcome the body’s old familiarity with living and movement.
To stop gripping into the old because it just never exists. The moment that immediately ends will be captured as a memory of fiction through the next role that you’ve released throughout your life’s existence. By picking the type of story of fiction that you mostly signaled the role with, is the only cure of giving a body the role that sounds like your own life.
The more you are living your life by untangling the world’s rules and matrix, the more you will start to recognize that everything you need has been there within you, precisely through thoughts and emotions that you’re currently breathing under.
That’s the only thing that exists. Your thoughts and emotions while you are experiencing the world through you.
Which means, to create a life that feels like your dream, you just need to remove your fear and doubt, and by start taking the authority power of your choices by using this one body of yours.
For most people who have been living inside a survival mode, the most primary action that you choose will always come from a place of danger, and those old gargoyle’s. To get where you want to be, is by living from whatever you think that this is how my future self will be living.
Because the truth is, the living itself is coming from the way you think and can provide that inner experience through this body of yours. From how insanely creative you can imagine yourself, that gives you a precise type sense of your own reality for yourselves.
The more you create your own fiction daily for your habitats, the more self-identity that will be immediately created by it. Let’s think of 24 hours of what you can do on this planet that feels like who you are becoming. The season that you are in. The life that you currently build for yourself. Use this from a character that you’ve let stay inside your body while experiencing the world.
A character that feels like you the most. An outfit that gives you the specific identity that you’ve introduced your future to be so familiar with. Foods that gave you a sense of nurtured. A stretch to keep this body maintained and fit. Also, I’ve officially created my first online Zoom for the becoming session; it’s limited slots.
If you’re in this season of becoming, I will put the link here:
The becoming that might put you in a place of worry and fear that life will abandon you while you are also wanting to be able to experience your own dream is simply just needed to be replaced with a new action from a role that is completely brand new.
Your thoughts are the portals of how you can choose to make everything work in your favor. Everything is within you. In fact, you are your own universe itself, who just experiences your own self-identity through your own narrative story that you’ve planted inside your head.
It’s like the type of rinse and repeat that you want to deliciously savored each moment itself just for you. For your own happiness, purpose, advantages, and goals. Meant your inner universe that you choose to fully lean on, the only role that sounds like your own rehearsal, and the type of juicy, magical, and unexpected turn that your body produced for yourself is the only thing that matters. For the role that you’re currently playing.
I’ve always captured myself as an angel who lives in this body to experience a specific thing that I’ve currently built for myself. A creation of full expression through my voice and words, a role that I can produce for my family and friends, and the beauty and health that I’ve invested in.
Everything has its own roles, and it’s your choice lens of how you choose to provide yourself within. Truth is everything will always, forever, and ever be your freedom of choices. From what you hoped for the most, is what you need to start acting on mostly.
A hope will always become a hope, but a living act from a place of knowing the full potential you have that you released is what gives you a pulse to the storyline that you choose to have for yourself.
So, stop asking for anymore permission, the only permit that you need is from how much trust that you have for yourself that everything else becomes a mere thing of what you think of what you should be doing.
The only thing you should do is only from an act of knowing where this is going to be, type of movement. Period. It’s one character at a time when it comes to introducing the life that you want to fully experience for yourself.
