Have you noticed yourself in a state of deeply knowing that what you want will eventually be yours, but somehow the pattern of how you live your life turns you into self-sabotaging opportunities, relationships, or an unfamiliar life that you choose to breathe in, becoming a pattern of repetition in how you choose to live your life?

Welcome back to this Planet Within, which might’ve come across like no one ever cares about your private jets in your backyard, but your inner world <3

These are two different entities, human beings, that I’ve noticed a lot.

It can always alchemize every thought of being, and outer circumstances that immediately shifted the way it tasted become something that their heart can allow themselves to live within.

It’s when they turned things around from bad to good things

Always see blessings in every situation that they encounter

It turned the table around from self-victimizing themselves through every reaction shift to how well they can respond without letting their emotions get in the way of their decision.

It became the most favorite daughter/son of the universe within.

It’s when the universe shifts from something that they need to work their ass off to a facilitator and decoration of who they are right now.

On the other hand,

Humans who got that gene, instead of noticing it, let it become the way they live their lives, like a stamp on your passport that you wish would become your permanent state of being.

It moves like the impatient, hangry people who think it’s now or never in each situation that they want to accomplish.

Or, it shouts like a debt collector who kept calling you three times a day.

It shattered like there is no hope if I don’t get this thing right now. Might be the end of the world, they insisted.

After all, these look the same outwardly, but if we look deeper into the hearts of each soul of this human being, that’s when you know everyone has their different taste of what life feels like to be experienced within themselves.

It’s the shift in the texture of each individual through how reality lets them breathe fully inside their life by shifting their mind from seeking to being.

Welcome aboard, if you are here. Because you know yourself so damn well that you aim for bigger fish to fry.

Not through what this internet has taught you, like wishful thinking that keeps you stuck in this mindset of at least I’ve got my rent paid, food on the table, sun under my skin…

This is beneath someone who fears that their dream is way out of their league, so they might just simply state a grateful sentence over a foundational provision that I have right now.

Or, it’s when your work environment, family, cultures, or people around you have been spelling out their life sentences to the world of scarcity, dwelling, and reacting like they need air to live on this planet earth…

Maybe your Instagram and Pinterest mood boards became your only provision of the Disneyland in your head, but not inside of your heart that you nourished daily with the state of living, as if you were living inside the life that you once upon a time wished you had through you.

You see, the recognition and realization are to always be placed as a consistent reminder that the world is only a decoration of who you are being within.

So does the mind constantly ask you, as a mirror of what safety is to be looking at, when your daily attention is only focused on what you can see with your eyes but not your heart.

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“It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
— Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

The invisible string that I want you to meditate on and take as your daily practice to strengthen the faith muscles inside your heart is the way to recognize who you are, what you want, and the capability of what you can do for your life.

It’s by how you placed your dedication that rang in your ears as something that you love came from, not what this digital screen made you become, the most powerful human on this planet, but your heart that can simply see it through a lens of normalcy without making it such a thing for yourself.

See, the thing is, what makes people suffer is constantly looking for something that can put their worth on the table.

On the screen.

To the world, or environment that they invested their time in.

But the truth is, your worth can only be dictated by how you build that relationship with yourself over and over again.

The relationship that doesn’t come from the world but from your inner story within, that you provide yourself with daily, is like a plant that needs to be watered 1-3 times a week.

It’s when you wake up in the morning, see yourself in the mirror, and you promise yourself, You can always do this a million times without getting bored with who you are.

You start to create your own suffering the minute you try to play god in your life by taking anything to your mind to simply justify yourself with that “I am doing amazing” or “I prove you wrong.”

The type of suffering that your mind might’ve gotten addicted to from every hit that the mind can get, but yet “Why the hell is something missing, and I want to have this thing more and more and now, or else I might get depressed or spiral for the next 30 minutes...”

These symptoms appeared when you had zero boundaries with the world. The type of no boundaries that you provided your mind with.

It started to crawl back when your relationship with yourself started to get scattered with what the mind loves to produce you with…

“A beautiful picture that you have that might’ve led you to get …”

“A rich partner that can provide you with …”

“Constant conversation that feels like “love” and “care” that labelled you as...”

Without you, you’ve never realized you had it all, and you seem like you can’t recognize what you actually can feel and cherish, but it becomes just a quick glimpse of “I forgot it was ever the life that I’ve had.”

But if you are like me, all those things don’t make you feel some type of way, that somehow you just wake up in the morning, living your life to the fullest, and let Mama Universe provide you with surprises like calling this morning I had with my mom when I was in the toilet that turned me in become a new layer of clarity as “Oh, so this is what a strong inner capacity felt like within.”

Or, a talking stage that feels like how the universe can be arranged behind the scenes without spoiling anything, to the back of my mind.

Maybe another life credits evidence of “everything takes time; if you know it will arrive eventually to the life that you have.”

The key, though? To specifically draw the lines on each category of life role that you can provide yourself within.

A daughter role in my family.

A writer role about self-identity, embodiment, and manifestation.

A personal role in my relationship with people around me.

When I said a line, I meant the way you choose to respond within should never dictate your next behavior or feeling for your next experience that will appear to you at any time of your day.

It becomes you are the whole with each role within you, that you can provide without collapsing into one specific role through each rhythm that the role used to act and decide within you.

It all connected to your inner universe, within which you nourished yourself daily so that each category simply becomes something that you can allow to stay in your life without the need to bend, prove, or negotiate, but simply to just respond in a way of who you are being in each aspect of your life itself.

Maybe that's why I am so good at telling a story of what I can produce myself in and recently out there by using this platform and my voice.

The alchemization way of how I can produce the story is not during the experience but through the afterfeeling of how it ended immediately, which becomes my normal way of living memories.

It is how you integrate yourself into each role you want to produce until it becomes your baseline.

Instead of dwelling on that moment that has passed through you that seems like it doesn't work the way you “wanted” it to be, you shift that to another story of what feels good for your heart and moving forward.

It’s an invisible state that becomes your primary presence of being that will attract you before the whole world changes; so your inner world needs to be aligned with who you are internally.

It’s your personal perspective on living your life continuously until nothing else can disturb your inner worth, so that every experience will eventually align through you, and you won’t self-sabotage yourself by thinking or analyzing, but just exist.

Existing means you don’t get threatened by what your 5 senses are and just continuously become a soul who is living your life purposely.

That connected with one big question:

“How can I know what my life purpose is?”

A purpose can be as simple as wanting to have this limitless experience where I don’t need to think about my finances anymore.

Or, to become the most famous singer, actress, speaker, and/or author in the world.

Or, a princess in every situation that is encountered in her life.

It is coming from how your inner child feels like learning the most, before all those limited beliefs stop you from imagining your life once.

The education that will promise you the job that you will have.

A structured life of working at 9-5, and then gym/pilates after.

A way for me to just fill my life’s existence.

A culture that taught you what kind of behaviors are acceptable.

It’s when you start shutting down your inner playful part of who you are; the unstoppable imagination of this little kid inside of you wants to play a part in your life.

When you start to look deeper at each part of who you are, it’s when life will start to reveal the purpose itself inside your inner journey between parts of yourself that you always start to hide or another part of yourself that’s been waiting to be recognized.

It’s by stopping and trying to run away from the parts of you that have been waiting to be alchemized through how your present self can re-create a new narrative inner story that is aligned with a future you right now.

I’ve remembered how relentless repetition feels like my home foundation vs. when it started to get scattered through the view of this world and my inner daughter in me that impatiently comes like, “I want to show and prove my parents about my achievement.”

It’s when the embodiment started to time-travel part of myself back to that 2018 young girl who placed her worth through a material world’s approval.

Yet, it doesn't go anywhere, but just that precise repetition of how she reacted and decided in that present moment.

When she took that encourage part of what she’s been living, embodied, practiced within, is when no more familiar script used to kept her felt “worthy of the life that she had”, or “this is how the world’s will approved your way of being”, is truly when I’ve no longer look back, and keep moving forward as the role that I’ve embodied myself within.

Human’s effort is such a frantic, temporary fulfillment that you’ve got to encounter during such a short period of your time, but alignment with who you are, through a spiritual being of your relationship with yourself, is how the experience itself will no longer come back at you like a subconscious reflex of reopening your social to check if someone has been messaging you all along.

You are becoming the author of your life. The inner spiritual inside of you that you’ve consistently chosen to show up as.

Not from the outer world’s that shaped how you should provided yourself with, but you are who you are, doesnt matter what will be happening through you all day, you are good to go.

It’s like a spiritual protection God’s within that follows you right along when your eyes no longer feel wonder.

That’s how a purpose will start following you like a nudging direction, and all of a sudden you feel led to create a specific project in your life.

Or when you somehow took yourself on a different route walk in the morning.

It was as if everything has been perfectly arranged behind the scenes,

Even so, you are just a vessel for how your soul can do it, with that feeling inside your heart that you can produce it yourself.

“For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.”
— Hebrews 4:15 (KJV)

We, as humans, will still encounter moments of “grief”, “rejections”, “brokenness”, but the way of how you can choose to respond from the heart, not the wounds is how you can moving forward to the life that is currently happening in your life.

Wounds expect you to behave like an old memory that is beautiful, but logically you’ve outgrown that season in your life, whereas with your heart, it requires a ton of faith in your vision that hasn’t been crystallized in your external eyes yet; what you can do is keep living it.

That’s when you shifted who you are from seeking to being.

If something in this letter stirred you, I made something to help you live it, not just read it.

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Your Subconscious Besties,

Liona