Sometimes, when life gets too good, the nervous system might see it as a threat and end up self-sabotaging you into some unintentional identity. Hmm, guilty. Well, right up until I found that was just some old-wiring echo that tried to guilt-trip me, and
AGAIN… I will say this again one more time…
Once you’ve seen the mechanism, you can’t return to the illusion.
The fact that I can stake humans’ futures or opportunities is most likely tied to how they put themselves out there based on who they believe they are. It’s like when you constantly position yourself as someone who is already living in that desired timeline, everything else collapsing into a dream that we never signed up for. Yet again, I found this super fascinating: how humans still keep repeating the same coded but in different costumes… Was it like a never-ending loop type of thing? What makes it different is in how their internal architecture inside their body perceives things; that can lead to two opposite ways of experiencing while they are in the same room the whole time.
A little bit of my life upgrade: I realized that I’ve been living under my manifestation for quite a while now… It feels good, in fact amazing… And one thing that I found for myself sometimes is when I used to feel alive using that pain or survival instinct, whereas in reality, I was never in danger to begin with. I found it was quite captivating in a way that my mind became just a tool that I used to create, plan, and analyze projects that I’ve been doing, rather than questioning every moment, experience, and situation that occurred in my life. I found myself in a timeline where everything became aligned with the internal architecture; every situation that is happening to me, I took as an of-course. type of things situation…
Life becomes something that keeps me going somewhere that I already knew the destination would be. You know, there is a term for “life becoming meaningful when you have already found your purpose in life." The missing point on that note is the word “found your purpose"... Because living as a human will most likely be something that you want to live inside, rather than simultaneously looking for something that you will most likely never find. It's like you want to build that one solid identity as someone who is already living in their desired timeline by continuously role-playing themselves into those characters of what you intend to happen in your external world. It is about a set of inner coherence that you simultaneously do without any hesitation. It’s like the minute you opened your eyes, you immediately decided to breathe as that main character of yours until your awareness was able to recognise in the most natural possible way that life no longer navigates you, rather than just following you like a shadow that finally found its body.
The keys to finding your way to your dream life are to start writing that script using your thoughts + emotions + aligned action.
And to do that, you need to see your dream life as something normal to experience. You want to create enough space inside your system so that when your desire lands, you won't glitch but will see it as something that is absolutely going to happen. Which means you want to use your new best friend, a.k.a., your beautiful imagination, to re-create that new possible life that you want to experience. And I also created the free imagination practice tool to get your desired timeline. /wink/
When I used this tool, I always took myself on those 10K steps walking, where I got so soaked into that internal feeling of having it that I let my mind go to time travel to endless new possibilities of that dream life that I want to achieve. After you immerse yourself in that deep new internal feeling you have, you should start living using that feeling consistently until it becomes safe inside your system. The cue here is that “safety” you want to make, because you want it to stay permanent.
Here’s the article I wrote about that “illusion of moving forward” that you want to continuously create until your awareness can recognize it so easily that it becomes your default system permanently.
A little bit of background of my life: I used to live in that constant state of fight-or-flight mode; my family raised me using that survival mode, and I used to be in that state of anticipation, vigilance, and urgency. So, let alone having 1 day without any self-sabotage, I used to find myself creating unrelated situations because of how much my system used to be in that state of chaos and noise. “Nothing is happening” used to be my biggest enemy; perhaps that’s what people call that “boredom” phase. Boredom is where my awareness is already in that “aim for bigger fish to fry," but I haven’t found the right platform to be expressed yet, and what I did was to sit in that uncomfortable, restless sensation until I found myself having my own business, writing my own book, and intentionally growing my platforms on social media. Did I ever plan any of this? Most of it was certainly not until my awareness was the one that recognized the life that’s been waiting for me, and that's waiting to be unleashed. The only action I took was to dedicate myself to that self-concept of how I saw myself, as I constantly put it inside my heart with that internal feeling; the rest will be the universe’s job.
I love this term, "The universe is my sugar daddy.” It kind of is until you already know how to play this game really well by just simply using your thoughts + emotions alone. Here’s the article I wrote about in more detail about how reality funds my appetite for living.
The conclusion here to get your dream life, is by using that one constant of identity as how you see yourself, by removing that doubt and fear, and just going on with life to create more capacity for how you want life to play out through your external eyes. The more you breathe as the character, the closer you are to your desired timeline until you forget you called it a “desire” in the first place.
Your Subconscious Besties,
Liona
