A character inside your body that consistently exists through how you choose to think and act until it becomes who you really are. It becomes the role that stays inside your soul like a new garden that’s been planted through how much alignment you choose to act within. Alignment means you are persistently stubborn to stay inside that storyline that you gave pulse to through the way you exist without letting the external world affect your human mind.

It’s through someone that you let them drive your body in a way of moving inside your own movie until life brings back the momentum that smells like your future blueprint. A blueprint that only exists in the present moment, in a way of aligning your thoughts and emotions inside the movement itself until it gradually moves to another level of awareness that whispers like the chapter that’s whispering your name. The intentional role that you choose is such that your body can start to remember who you really are through the repetition of the structure that you let yourself do, which comes from the purpose of the soul inside of your heart that's been wanting to experience any life that you want.

A little bit of my life update: I am currently in this journey where something is new, perhaps a new chapter, that my body hasn’t felt familiar with yet; the only thing I can do is to simply exist inside it without letting the familiar feelings such as “dad,” “health,” and “emotions” emerge in my entire future life that I’ve built for myself. This episode that I currently experience is that my soul can only be there for him, pray, and give him words of encouragement that everything will be ok and that his soul is much stronger than the current situation that he is facing right now. Nothing more or less. A chapter that the daughter part of me is screaming inside about, wanting this to end in a way that is a fairytale happy ending that she used to watch when she was a child. Although I specifically created this piece to let this chapter always be alive within me and become a beautiful memory that I can share with the world as a life testimony to everyone of what I’ve been experiencing spiritually and humanly.

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If I’d seen myself 2 years ago, I would never have guessed the amount of spiritual inclination that I’ve endured and experienced that my mind now understands. It was through the endless amount of Dad’s prayer every night and how much he poured water into his garden internally that somehow I got the privilege to experience the same level of awareness through how much of a self-present version of me I can hold without collapsing through some specific meaning-making. It’s the life that will always surprise me in the most unexpected direction that my mind can overcome. My life becomes something that I feel excited and eager to live in because of how much internal spaciousness that I’ve built within through inner coherence that I choose for myself until my body can remember what home is. Home is only between you and the character inside of you that is aligned so much in a way of expressing yourselves through this material world. The constant alignment is that nothing can disturb the level of safety my soul can hold without glitching in every moment, situation, and experience that appears in my life. It’s the motion of me growing so much that relationships, falling in love, careers, and opportunities always come in a way that my soul can fully experience them without getting attached to or losing them.

Everything becomes simply something that you continuously move through; how you choose to respond comes from who you are, so that nothing will be able to collapse you but put you into a larger capacity of what life can support and nourish you to the next storyline that is aligned with who you really are. What you need to have is the availability of a container inside your body that can hold the entire chapter that you consciously choose to breathe in without getting mixed with what used to keep you alive, or perhaps what people might call “memories.” An incredible source of human capability is mesmerizing; what once made you feel some type of way is built into the role that you choose for yourself, so sometimes you might think, “This is enough.” In contrast, the truth is life will always be moving forward to a bigger chapter that your mind couldn’t guess any of yet, sometimes keeping you stuck inside that old stimulation that you might mistake for this permanently, the type of life that I choose to have for myself.

Growth is not something that your mind can calculate or analyze, but it’s through that consistency of the role that you consciously built for yourselves, with that repetition of responding and acting that is aligned with your future. It was coming from the present self of who you are, which is never coming from your mind but from the character inside of your heart that’s shining outward. It came from an invisible string that you consistently cultivated until this world brought back the labels through your mind. The more you choose to live inside that alignment, the more the motion of the situation will be bounced back to your soul, which is in that constant written story.

Your soul and mind are deeply connected when it comes to manifesting something that rhymes, like your becoming. Every part inside your body is coming from how you perceive yourself in this material world that your soul signed up for. The more repetition of how you let your soul fully inhabit who you really are, the more reality will eventually bring that momentum back to your external eyes. Therefore, everything is coming from within first; hence, the world is only able to give that obvious and inevitable situation back to your eyes.

Your Subconscious Besties,

Liona