“I don’t know what to write today, and keep going.” I guess this will be my new mantra for a while…
Not that because of that consistency or discipline that I used to plant inside my mind, but it simply teaches my body that creativity is not just a mood, but it’s an IDENTITY. It’s about training my mind that even though I fell asleep, I will still be able to create anything in the blink of an eye because that’s simply who I am. So, once again, the life that you experience now is solely happening based on how you’ve perceived yourself continuously until it becomes your default system.
You want to teach yourself in a way that your vision will stay forever inside of you, rather than just be a wind that comes and goes whenever it wants. If it will take you an extra 1 hour to get that done, so be it, because the goal is not based on that urgency but rather on those inevitable outcomes based on what you envisioned inside your mind. I figured that it’s never about just wanting to get the things done for the sake of filling your time, but every situation that you encounter, you are intentionally doing with that inner feeling of, "This will get me to where I want to be.” The minute I switched to these internal beliefs continuously, my life changed drastically in a way that my mind would have never guessed. Because guess what? You just have to use your mind to create something, not to think about the "outcomes", because outcomes will always come naturally when your identity already reflects the way that “outcomes” came inside your mind. The truth is that what is inside your mind shouldn’t be something like specific numbers or experiences, but rather that you are just naturally living under those thoughts, and let reality be the one who provides that script.
I observed that every movement that you do as a human simply comes from that consistency of what you think of and the emotion that you put inside of it until it crystallises in your existence, and it becomes the way you think, act, and move. It’s like every experience that you encounter will leave you a subliminal message of what your mind will try to self-sabotage the situation with.
I read this book called Subliminal: How Your Unconscious Mind Rules Your Behavior by Leonard Mlodinow
This book told me that only 5% of our brain is aware of what is going on inside our lives. Everything you do is largely driven by the mind's subliminal processes and not by our conscious awareness, as we have long believed. I read this book last year, and until today, something all of a sudden appeared in my mind, wanting to be expressed here because everything makes sense now. A year ago, when I read this book, I simply saw it as a seed I planted to let it grow until I began to embody what this book meant, and I truly found it fascinating. The way my body and mind are the most loyal things you would have in your life because they simply keep obeying what you used to consistently entertain until they become who you are. It will start coming from a place of sensation that will make your body move in the way it is, and it’s your choice to listen to that old echo of who you were or keep moving forward in the direction of what you want your life to be.
A year ago was a year full of me focusing on my inner work, so every author that writes this type of book is simply expressing the way it is because of the life that’s been happening to them continuously, which makes them able to see the underlying mechanism of it consistently. That's simply because it already becomes part of their identity, the way they live, and that’s what keeps them feeling alive. One of my favourite authors is Carl Jung, and this question has never been weighing on my mind as deeply as before the time when clocks were invented.
“What happens to the human soul when the individual forgets themselves and dissolves into the collective?”
So, it will be for humans who dissolve into the collective. What that means is you don’t use your inner experience to drive you; rather, you simply experience life based on what everyone else thinks, feels, and believes. It’s like when you just subconsciously take everyone’s experience, and you put it inside your mind as if it happens to you; that accumulation of false illusions shapes you to become programmable. That’s because your awareness has become so narrow that your identity was built based on false narratives of what you’ve been constantly putting yourself into. You become something that just acts based on the collective’s memory, effort, and decision. However, here’s where the term “manifestation” comes into your life… It’s what people call “awakening” . This is where your false identity dissolves, and you can recognise that you’ve been fully constructed, inherited, and conditioned for your entire life. Once you see it, you cannot unsee it. I would say this is where the fun begins. This is where you can start to see that “desire” simply comes from a place of “lack.” And from this place, you know that you can absolutely experience anything that you want by just using your thoughts and emotions. It will be as simple as staying truly in your inner coherence.
You want to be in this state of “The world is my oyster; hence, everything that’s happening should be based on the way I want it to be played out.” You want to retrain your awareness to be present, so your inner belief experience will be the one that determines how you want this to work in your favour. Hence, your imagination will be the only tool you want to use to gather all those new pieces of evidence of who you truly are. I also created a free desired timeline kit for you to practise until it becomes your normal thoughts to have on your life.
Another point I want you to know is that the only way to get your desire is by simply allowing that desire to be as safe as it could be for your system. By that means, instead of forcing yourself to think about your desire, you simply allow yourself to just live as someone who has already normalised having it, which means you want to create that “new illusion” of moving forward so that your awareness can recognise who you truly are. Here’s the article that I wrote about how I have been continuously doing this until reality starts giving me what I want so consistently that I can live my life based on what I want now.
The Illusion of Moving Forward
The more you can show up like someone who is already living under that pre-written script that you planted inside your heart, the more capacity you will be able to create within you so that when your desire arrives, you won’t flinch or self-sabotage. You may even forget you ever wanted it in the first place. So, keep rehearsing that future memory the minute you open your eyes until he/she arrives.
Your Subconscious Bestie,
Liona
