Today’s episode will be dedicated to how to keep moving forward while the mind constantly tries to seduce our awareness and trap us in another unintentional reality. ݁₊ ⊹ . 📽. ᐟ
Episode 1: Purest soul that has never been molded
After I listened to my favourite king of manifestation, a.k.a. Nevile Goddard, I was able to enter that new world that is full of joy, safety, and creativity. Nonetheless, I can experience each scene just based on my assumption. The key here is I stopped entering “I should always know the outcome” and started welcoming my “living the life consciously” era.
When you are about to do something and your mind immediately goes into that illusion of what the outcome you’ve wanted is, you will straight away go into “performance” mode rather than the flow state. And at the end, you most likely find yourself not doing that thing because of an IV drip of overwhelm you never signed up for. Being a human is never about needing to figure everything out when reality is nothing that needs to be figured out; it is more about setting one solid intention about what you want once, and you continue living the life that you’ve experienced right now.
To do that, you need to know yourself so much that you can recognise your purest desire's direction rather than what this world has been teaching you to chase. Because the reality is, nothing needs to be chased. You just keep living based on your inner assumptions until they begin to reveal themselves through your external world.
You should stop seeing the world through your limited, conditioned mind and start seeing it from the purest part of your soul—the one inside your heart that has been quietly guiding you through your life. The more you listen to it, the more it will start to grow inside of you. It’s like when you planted a seed in something that you never noticed, and all of a sudden it grows, and you said, "Wow, I can’t believe I made that,” or “This looks surreal to me.” That kind of thing makes you realise that it was never about controlling and measuring every second of your day or how far you’ve come, instead, focus on giving the best in each situation that you are in right now.
That leads me to my second point.
Episode 2: You should never care about this external world, but rather only focus on your soul.
I was talking with my grandma yesterday; she was 75, and she told me she still loves to open her shop and drive anywhere by herself. She said, “I still feel like I am still that 18-year-old girl who lives in this 75-year-old body.” And it stopped me for a little bit; my mind was making this story narrative of living in this world, really just about creating a life experience based on what keeps your soul alive. And aliveness is simply different based on everyone’s measurements. So when you feel something doesn’t make you feel fulfilled, rather than you keep looking outward, you simply go back inward and ask yourself: “What do I truly desire to experience in life?” And move from there. When you find yourself in a situation where you don’t know what to do, by all means, you should do nothing. Doing nothing means you get to meet the version of yourself that you’ve never metabolised, that’s been keeping you stuck in those “loops” of "Why is this never-ending?" or "Something is wrong with me” or in that state where you always find yourself finding something that needs to be solved.
Once you see the mechanism behind how you survived, you can’t go back to being unconsciously run by it. It felt like something revealed itself right in front of my eyes, and I couldn’t pretend I didn’t see it anymore. The only way to get out of it is to create that new internal architecture in your subconscious mind consistently. And this might sound cliché, but the only antidote that I learned was by simply setting that one intention and keeping moving forward.
Episode 3: When I finally saw that what I called “control” wasn’t power, it was just fear, rehearsed well enough to look productive
Trying to control the outcome is a waste of time. I’ve learnt that the need to control usually comes from growing up in survival mode; that’s where doubt and fear were your baseline. And that alone keeps you trapped in a constant state of exhaustion. You end up overwhelming yourself without even realising it, pushing beyond a capacity you don’t actually have… only to go nowhere. Just looping in the illusion of “never enough". The truth that might hurt you: there’s no real 'ending'. Life doesn’t arrive anywhere; it just keeps moving. And the moment you think you’ve reached it, your mind is already creating another version, another outcome, another place to go. So what are you really trying to control?
The only thing to catch is by simply living in that “present” of showing up as the best version of yourself in that moment in time and moving forward. You don’t hold onto it; rather, let it flow and unfold by itself.
My current life motto: I show up as her first and let reality catch up like it always does. I stopped trying to arrive somewhere else… and started enjoying what I’m creating, right here, because life was never waiting in the past or the future—
It only ever meets me now. I realised there is no future to chase. There’s only what I’m embodying now, and the more certain I am in it, the more it shows up in front of me.
The fact is, because in the end, it’s not about finding the “correct” path.
It’s about what your awareness learns to recognise as normal. And once it does…
It stops feeling like a choice and starts feeling like the truth. 🕯️✨ My current day-to-day inner voice that I tell myself is to stop being dramatic and too serious with life / me laughing and sighing rn because it is never about just having that final destination, rather than experiencing and tasting the flavour of how this universe works and metabolising it in the way that I will eventually become.
Here is my official invitation for you to take that one step and let life reveal how you need to act and move. Just enjoy the process as someone who already has it and play with it a little… just because you can. ✮ ⋆˙
Your Subconscious Bestie,
Liona
