These days, I fear that I’ve been living under my manifestation spells so hard that everything has become just aligned, quick, and precise. Not that I was never complaining about it, but it’s more like when everything became so smooth, and my awareness needed to be in the state of “hello, please catch up… we’re there already, darling”… That type of feeling… Exciting, yet it’s daunting…

Since I am the type of person who once invested in something that I found interesting, it immediately became my whole new personality. So, I’ve been discovering what “manifestation” should feel like. People will say, “fake it till you make it"; “I made this vision board and it all came through"; “Words of affirmation perhaps will help you to keep your mind positive"; “manifestation is just about getting things based on what we want”… All of that you named, I've been there, and I can guarantee you that’s 1000000% not working.

The only way to make your manifestation work is by simply using those constant thoughts and emotions that you built inside yourself about

“Who do you value yourself as? ”

So, it basically means how you see yourself as someone normal to receive all those things that you wanted. Does that make sense? By normal means, you don’t even get the time to think about that thing because it should be like the daily vitamin that you normally take every morning when you're going to work to get your responsibilities done, do your make-up, and move to a new country. Everything that you could think of… When you're living your life within that inner belief that you will get there anyway, it's just a matter of time. Yessss, darling, that’s the type of certainty you need to have within yourself. It’s never about you talking out loud about what you want or believe will happen to you or how often you put “the experiences” that you want towards your Pinterest board, rather than simply normalising that into your system and moving on.

The more you take on that conspiracy of “how I’ll get that thing” or keep putting yourself in that situation where your subconscious is still looking for it, that just simply means “you are looking” rather than “I am that person". The only way to move from the ‘I am looking’ state to an obvious state is by living as someone who already has it.

This I found really worked so well for me until I figured out the actual problem beyond this humanity. Most humans don’t really know what they want in life. They simply grab anything from this world, which is called "the external theatre of ‘you made it”. What that means is that for most of their entire life, they don’t actually know what they’re doing with their life; hence, the mind immediately grabs onto something to keep them alive. See, the truth is once you're able to recognise yourself, the thought of “looking” or “reaching” will never occur inside you, but rather naturally guide you into that next level of your manifestation. Precise and Inevitable. Everything should be looking like you are simply creating that daily script of how you want this reality to work in your favour. There should be no such thing as trying to convince yourself so hard that the outcome will lead nowhere.

So, to do that, you need to create that new illusion of awareness inside your body with that new internal architecture system that will help your conscious mind to move daily. To do that, you really need to see yourself without the noise of who you used to be. You see yourself as who you truly are, and from there you can move forward towards the manifestation of yours without any second-guessing, rather than enjoying every experience that you have, simply because everything will eventually help you to get that manifestation in a way your body doesn’t question. It’s no longer a concept but just something you can see in front of your eyes. Another important thing I want to imply is to remove that doubt and fear from your system and start to create that “moving forward illusion” through that muscle memory that you create repetitively through your body. The more you create that repetition, your nervous system will eventually gradually settle into “this is who I am now".

Your nervous system never cares about how painful or exciting the situation that you are in; it only cares about repetition and emotional certainty about who you truly are. when you stop searching and start embodying, your subconscious mind will see that as "this is how I move" and reality doesn't have any choice but to bend based on who you truly are. The more you embody that with full certainty that you create, the more reality becomes just PDF files of what you’ve been coded into in your daily life. Living as a human should be enjoyable, because you are truly able to experience anything you want. The more you create that identity with a certain package as that “main character”, the more inner coherence muscles you build, and reality will keep following you like a quiet protector of your future self.

The only emotions you need to throw away are the fear and doubt that your mind used to reproduce from those past experiences that create that old template, meaning-making of who you used to be, and just keep living as the “main character” that no longer reproduces the same type of template rather than acting from that completely new template that you created based on your new emotional certainty and thoughts about who you really are. You keep doing that until your mind starts creating that new brand of meaning-making based on who you value yourself as. And the next thing is your certainty feeling simply becoming that “enough evidence” of your manifestation. You will eventually shift from that “telling” to "feeling", because there is nothing to be approved of, rather than just living on a day-to-day basis.

So, the trick I love to do to keep myself in my “main character” is to blink my eyes as a sign that I am here and alive, or to bring my awareness back to my feet. That method really put me back into what is happening to me now. Stretching after creating something always brings my soul back into the present. That stopped me from becoming someone who’s just going through the motions. These repetitions that I built towards my body help me to recognise the sensations that eventually are able to create more bandwidth inside of me that I am able to consciously pick from. From there, you can recognise that identity that’s always been there, waiting for you to be released the whole time. It really does take that alignment between your body and thoughts of how you want this to be played out, and the emotions will become your Wi-Fi that will select the type of results you want. 

So, code your life intentionally.

Your Subconscious Bestie,

Liona